I'm alive.. I'm ALIVVVEEEE!!!

Feels soo good to be a human being again..

After a week in bed doing nothing and a failed attempt getting up from bed before 2pm yesterday.

I managed to crawl in my thermos and up the slope this morning, after only 4h of sleep..

kinda put my day rhythm up side down..... boy you turn me, in side out... round and round..

And being home with the drunk all days really tests your patients..

he's not to found of me having a friend over.. and he shows it clearly by slamming kitchen doors and grunting all the time..

We do have a lot of fun on his behalf though, that's one good thing living here with Renen right now, we can just laugh at him and his stupid ideas.. and everything he does, he contradict him self, and he's always home just drinking beer smoking and cleaning, so that's good, no mess here no sireee..

But I hate not having the money to live where I wanna live.. So I'm stuck here a few more weeks.. then freedom..

but I mean, it's really close to everything and it's cheap, for being whistler that is..

and second of all, he's supposed to be in Mexico by now.

that's another thing with people that are addicts..  lot of talk, no action..

well the first couple of runs today were really good, but as I said, I have been in bed for a week so I don't know if Renen agrees with me.. he nods in silents..

But they made me a bit nausea.. still on the pill..

But I took it slow and easy, no crazy stuff, and we made a day out of it.

6 hours pow riding isn't to bad is it..!  

and tomorrow we're on it again..

I'm back baby!!!